http://peaceloveandpink.com

Hey! Believe it or not I haven’t forgotten about this place. I was on such a roll there for a while, and now look at me. Slacking for a whole week. Ugh.

And yes I realize that I am a million days behind on my “30 day Meme.” I’ll finish all the days, I promise. I’ll just have to change the category name to “30 Things Meme” or something. Ain’t gonna happen in 30 days hun. No way.

Weekend was good. Didn’t take too many pictures, and then left my camera at home this morning … so I have no way of uploading and editing and actually sharing the few pictures I took. That’ll have to come later too I’m afraid.

I don’t know what’s going on with me. J has noticed it too. I’ve just been in a funk these past few days. Nothing in particular has me in a bad mood … I’m just … down I guess. I have all of these ideas bouncing around in my head … and plans that I want to make happen … and intentions that I want to follow through with … and then … nothing happens.

It’s mostly my own fault. Laziness? Maybe.

I just get overwhelmed. I always have so many things going on. A bunch of balls in the air … and I’m scared to death to miss one … or they’ll all come falling down.

Add to that the fact that we’re doing some remodeling on our house right now … which means that I have 5 rooms torn (semi) apart (kitchen, living room, office, hallway, hall bath), and half put back together … NONE of them completely finished. These little details, EAT. AT. ME.

I like things neat and organized. Written down. According to plan.

Hasn’t happened this past week.

So that’s where I am. Got a busy week ahead of me … no will power or drive to make it happen … and basically … I’m just tired.

What I want to do is sleep. I don’t want to talk to anybody or have anything to worry about. I want to go to sleep today, and wake up one week from today with everything magically done and perfect.

Yeah right huh?! If only. I’ll add that to my “If I Lived in a Perfect World” list.

Ugh. Somebody slap some sense into me why dontcha.

P.S. Sorry times a million for the negative energy I’m spreading around. I swear it’s not intentional and I plan to snap the eff out of it ASAP.